okay wondering why am i here?! hahas. tats bcos i've studied for 2/3 of my saturday today with de 4 of them.. and i tink i deserved to rest awhile n continue again later the night.might be able to burn bcos ive drank coffee(: anyway had da tendency to study with em' was cos that the room was darn quiet. u can hardly hear any noise except for our own breath. no one make noises. lol. even diana studied,, wad an amazing thing isn't it ?! = )


four of em'
nice hanging ard ya ( ;
heess .

for those who is busy mugging for nlvls, al da best(: N to my girls, u ppl gona make it cos i wana continue this girlfrenship w u ppl(x luv yahs~

wei she mer hui nan guo.
hai zai hu wo ma? . .

diana's burfdae with amanda & hM was a gr8 one. ~ ( =





Although we hang around as a grp almost everyday, i stil didnt geddo talked 2 her lyke we used to, hanged ard n chats. we dont do that anymore. however on dis particular saturday, we finally did, not alort, but still,, da feelings was lyke da past,, when everyone knew we were called sisters..to mi is like finally,, its never possible to be like da past,ppl changed as time runs wif da clock,,im losing grip wif dose whom i knowledged "my sisters",,i cant turn da clock backwards 2 da tyms we spent,,but i cud always treasure da new kinda friendship ive built wif dis bunch of crazy girlfriends..its nt lyke asif i cud b very very sisters wif em' but @ least,,they mk mi feel happy hanging ard..& most imptly,,i tink i learnt abt frens caring 4 each other by being a-part of them..gals..u ppl r wonderful..

nlvls lyke a few days only..ive been mugging,,but still i'm fearful of da results..of da battle that i gona fight in just a few days tyme.. i don;t know if i cud mk it,,but i beleive i;ll try my verry verry best.. too many tinks r yet to be done. i gona do those stuffs one by one aft nlvls end.

sometimes some stuffs bothered mi,, i feel lyke crying alort.. i wish i could actually get out of dis..haix once again,, i'll fight for what i want..





the end ~~

didnt attend sch today cos of my bro. went 2 his sch wif my parents. had a conversation wif em' regarding if hes stil able 2 continue in damai, or not. so da conversation took lyk 1 hr.my dad teared. i dont know why. perharps cos his hart's ache-in.i couldnt helped,but followed. dad's a person w strong personalities & i have not seen him teared b4..so his tears seems precious & rare.shocked thou..maybe bro had indeed hurt us alort. we've plead for a last chance. hope he'll cherish it cos we cnt b dere for him again if sch want him out for real.i hope he'l grow 4 this n know hw much we loved n cared.xd









yeah ! i luv my boy ~

weather was great. rainy..(:hmm.monday BLUES. as usual.woke up feelin xtremely listless.but well stil got to sch duh~ hahas. so.. on sunday..my boy n i went for our 19mth belated celbrt' @ mac's breakfast. aft tat had strolls around & dere we goes,,homed.he got mie tis hart ..

pretty isn't it. (:
had a few snap shots but oni tis seems nicer. = p

so thats my sunday. my hapie sundayxD

hapi9te3n*months*!!
wishus.happiness each passing dayx;dluv you mybaby.despite being da 16th,we still didnt geddo meet.;( i tink it was my fault because i dont feel well.i had da monthly thing yst n it was flooddy.hai.da first tyme i felt pain al over mi. da feeling was sucky.it spoiled my whole saturday.=( k 4ged abt tat,,meetn him tmr ler(:

So..i have nt been studying today due to da moody mood swings,,slept alot in da noon & probably i'l hv da energy to study a lil' later da nyte..yeah hope so;p

recently there's so mani taggers going around blogs to tag shit. seriously i find em' losers. i mean..why do dey hv 2 do diz..dont dey hv sth betta tu do..r dey jealous tt dey'r popular or what,,pretty?! sigh. thats really a pity tat dey don't hv a pretty face tu show.~awwww..

Finally my com's awake. yar finallyyy. after... xyZzx days. = ) its kinda not expected bcos i jux tired my luck. t0 my amazement,it woke.(; gretts.

lyfe recently was fine. days wif my bf is gud too.
realised tat ive gt a bunch of nosey girlfriends tat i usually hang out wif in sCh.
yeah. nice people. loooking 4ward 2 *her* bdae. gona hv another outing tog w dese babes.xD hehe. hope *she* is lookin 4ward 2.. ; )

my class is yet to be motivated. its lyke so close to N & dey r still giggling away lyke shit. seriously tat adversely affects mi bcos i can't study. that's why i've got da thinking of nt attending sch but 2 stay home mugged. i can study better alone instead ad home or in da library.

talking abt library..bedok lib is full of many different kinda weird young & old people. some w dirty looks & clothings sat there in da lib 4 da fcukn whole day & some stared lyke mayb u owed them something. yucks. *.*

my com have been dead for god knows how long -.-'' i duno when wil it ever get fixed. probably aft my nlvls lahs..its abt a month a wk to nlvl so ive been mugging,, but prelims arent very happening. sighhh-c ohyah have not been catching up abt frnster blogs n stuffs. find myself so lousy. sigh ! mis da tyme com-ing.=) aye nvm lah cos.. its a kinda investment. w/o com im actually studying;) hhahahax. so currently im ad my bf's hse. tmr having art prelim and im still wondering to go or not to attend. BLUR;d hahahah. k lahx. nothing much for now..gtgg..love ya baby dear;d

this wasnt supposed to be in caps. jux tat mayb its da design or something.

hell furious*upset*dissappointed* whatever word tat describe hw im feeling right nw la ~ why cant my bro fcukn understand da importance of studies & his future? im reallly dying to know why . one more tyme of truncy or complain from teachers or whatvr shit,,he'll b out of damai secondary sch.. ya..jus one more shit & he'll be out forever.. & tat means he'll b expelled and b a useless person in da future..i don wish to use tis kinda words on him. ive got no more solution..really... why can my mom get him whatever ting he wants tat costed 600 bucks to mk him SMILE but,,, and why cant he do da same by studying to mk her happyyy? its hell unfair isn't it . my parents worked dayy ------ nite. --------- to day, to give us whatever we requested. all dey want was jusst us to study,,,& yet.. my brother. mks them tear. i cudnt bring myself not to cry...and tats bcos i pity them n myself..for having sucha selffish brat. i love him..ya..infact alot but why cant he understand tat we loved him n want him tu hv a gud life in future??? =( Principal let him have another chance was cos my father begged him. of his years living,,nvr had he begged anyone,,and nw,,for him, he just did. tat reallly reallly upset mi........

there goes da pics taken during da las few days or weeks(:

shevone & miiee. racialharmonydae.


aft racial harmony day.;d


sorry,i screwed it upp al,,


(;


da pic says it all(;


al da lil' tat counts.


i love this hunkk here=D